Perpetual state of Exhaustion
I haven't slept well in 3 weeks. I don't know why. The bed I love seems incredibly uncomfortable lately. So I am in a state of exhaustion every minute of the day. Especially with Isaiah being 6 months old now. We are dealing with a heightened state of awareness (meaning he hates naps now) and separation anxiety (meaning he freaks out when I leave the room). At least he loves me now for more than just my milk! Anyway, I've lost a few screws. I am taking odd 5-7 minute naps during the day where I have really strange and vivid dreams that seem so real, I'm not sure if I'm asleep or awake. Earlier today the cell phone rang. When I went to pick it up, the person on the other end had a real staged, robotic voice saying something about the ABCs. Then I realized this was not my phone. This was Isaiah's TOY cell phone. Like I said, I've officially lost it! It's 9:30 and it's time for bed. I'm looking forward to another sleepless night. Good morning. night. whatever.
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Sleep, sleep, sleep...are you laying next to Isaiah holding on to his leg to make sure he doesn't get too far, as you lay in a comatose state next to him?
Not there yet, but I did think about you holding on to Victor's foot when I wrote that blog! I'm sure this will be me very soon! Isaiah is really starting to book it, I have to keep constant watch! I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THE JUMPER COMES IN!!! I need it bad! My house is in shambles. Our poor guests- I don't even clean for them!
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