Missing my bikini days!

Not that I had a model perfect body before, or that I was EVER happy with my weight, but suddenly, I am missing my bikini days. I was looking at old pictures of us in Cancun and Tahiti yesterday and I felt a huge wave of sadness come over me! That's what I USED to look like! It's funny how back then I thought I was fat! Now I only wish I were THAT fat again! So I mourned my smooth, stretch mark-less stomach all last night and wished that I could somehow trade my 2005 body in for my former 2002 physique. I will never wear a 2 piece again (unless you count a tankini). Sadly, I go through this just about every year, and I imagine that in 2008, I will be longing for my 2005 self. Sad, sad, sad. BUT, Isaiah is worth every wriggly mark he caused, and then some. At least I have pictures to prove I was once brave enough to sport a 2 piece. Today I would not be caught dead in anything shorter than waist high!

Here I am snorkeling in Bora Bora.
Sniff, sniff! I guess it's time to throw that old bathing suit out!